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Demos & Legacy Recordings

by Namesake

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xMarco Lealx Great, overlooked, 90's skate punk Christian band!!! Fronted by Matt Aragon? Dogwood Matt Aragon? I dunno... Great band, great music all the same. Check 'em out! Favorite track: Strength (demo version).
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1.
First Impressions must have left me all but blind Guess I didn’t quite react Somehow we took the time to talk and become friends Guess I didn’t plan out that And I can hardly say All the things about amazing grace Even when I think all’s good There’s always something more It’s great to see the time go by Growing closer day by day How many things we’ve shared If you ever think that there’s no one around By your side I’ll be right there And all my thoughts just seem to be Prayers and hopes for times to come I promise true friend I will always be And I know you’ll be the one I’ll be with you I’ll see this through I’ll be with you We’ll see this through
2.
When we think of who we are And what shapes our lives to be As for me I can’t stand to lean on emotion The things we come to feel as true May make me often play the fool I never knew I don’t have to look hard to find the truth It seems there’s two sides to this game The way feel and what is real I can’t conceal Emotions don’t determine who we are The easy way to comprehend Our value in this day and age Is to say You’re only good as how you feel When I feel I’m at my worst There’s an everlasting worth Sometimes I feel I’m at my worst But the truth says differently The truth about it is that we Are created just to be You and me The ones for who he died and rose again It takes real faith for us to know That who we are is always more We are the Lords And we are pure and innocent When I don’t quite measure up He is there He lifts me up I feel I never measure up But the truth says differently The way I feel Can let me down But there’s a truth That can be found It’s who I am Through him you gotta know If we can calm down just to see And if we take time to believe Than you will see And never be alone What I feel and what is real What I feel and what is real What I feel and what is real What I feel and what is real What I feel and what is real What I feel and what is real Because it’s all so real Because it’s all so real
3.
Freestyle 03:10
And if I had to tell you The truth about myself Would you take the time to listen Or turn to someone else And if I had the chance to show you Would you turn away Seeing through Everything I thought was true I could never turn away from you In the end it’s all I do What is right I continue to put up a fight Would I ever really win one night It’s the pain that I go through I guess sometimes I wonder If it’s a spell I’m under When I see you’re right there And I’m still here Turning myself away I guess sometimes I wonder If it’s a spell I’m under When I see you’re right there And I’m still here Turning myself away Away from me Away from anyone to see I feel no solidarity Not what I want to be And you’re still there With thoughts of tender loving care Why don’t I go and meet you there Why can’t I see I guess sometimes I wonder If it’s a spell I’m under When I see you’re right there And I’m still here Turning myself away I guess sometimes I wonder If it’s a spell I’m under When I see you’re right there And I’m still here Turning myself away Turning myself away I guess sometimes I wonder
4.
Am I the man that I want to be And what do you see when you look at me What must I do To be who you want me to be Lord take my life Into your hands I’ll always seek to understand But what can I do God I am only a man Pick your head up my child Your love will never end You’ll make your mark on this world Rest assured I have a plan Keep your hear inside my hand In time you’ll understand In time you’ll understand
5.
Unrequited 03:24
I never knew exactly what it’d take I expected hearts to break And I never wanted to Just push myself on you And when I think All I said All I’ve been through My own guilt that I subdue I never thought that you Would let me hold onto Your life Your eyes Your smile And your love Your brightness from above The beauty you exude I long to be with you And I could never be alone After knowing you And I could never be in love With anyone but you I never knew that my heart could shake With every step you take These coronaries are due To completely loving you And when I think All I said All I’ve been through And the fire I see in you I’m complete now I have you To let me hold onto Your life Your eyes Your smile And your love Your brightness from above The talents you pursue These joys I share with you And I could never be alone After knowing you And I could never be in love With anyone but you How could I deserve Anything as beautiful as you And I could never be alone After knowing you And I could never be in love With anyone but you
6.
And like a downhill grade I watch you roll out of control And it hurts right to the Core of my heart Here I am By your side And I will be there for the ride If I can only see a Hope for you to change Will you come back home Or will I be the One there standing on my own Can I hitch a ride Until I see that you will Push my heart aside Little compromise has found a way to take control And open up those doors Far too wide Here I am By your side Asking you to push aside your pride And begging you to Come to open arms   Will you come back home Or will I be the One there standing on my own Can I hitch a ride Until I see that you will Push my heart aside But I can’t be there Anymore to Watch you throw away The brightness of your life You’ve got so much to offer But the glimmer just seems to fade With every choice you make With every heart you break Let it go I can’t be here Watching you turn away So this is the last thing I’ll say You’re worth so much more and Your life’s something great I’m begging you Don’t turn away I can’t be there Despite all of your fears And I just can’t hold back these tears I wish I could open your eyes enough to see Please believe
7.
Soundtrack 03:16
I can still remember Thinking back to all the times when I would listen to the songs that spoke to me I’d hear those loud guitars And then often sing along Those song were always more than songs to me Because it’s more than words It’s not another catchy tune That’s lifted my hear when I’m in pain It’s the soundtrack to the movie of my life That’s why I’ve got to sing
8.
Second Fall 02:30
I blink my eyes feeling weighted eyelids I pray that this won’t be misinterpreted Fading is our moral absolutes With dead purpose we stray from the truth Is it real if it don’t cost that much My beliefs are not a crutch I can see that you’re jaded quickly Soon forgetting the reason for attending Now from the ashes of our institution We convene without persecution What belief survives only in churches halls I take mine with me No tangible walls How can you join something That is evil now But in the guise of holy An angel with broken wings Scared to consume the poison food before me Don’t turn your head as I expose our crisis Thankfully it doesn’t have to be like this I must remember that my faith burns in me Not a relic in a physical building I’m edified when the focus is on Christ Need fellowship to help me in life How can you join something That is evil now But in the guise of holy An angel with broken wings Scared to consume the poison food before me If belief Is incongruent with lifestyle Then belief is nothing more than empty If belief is simply a social web for us all Welcome to our second fall
9.
So why is it so hard And why am I so prone To hurt myself and you With a hundred different faces I’m supposed to choose the one I miss those days When I was content by myself Without some girl Without a care in the How will you look and How will you act and What if I saw you but didn’t think to look back How would she talk, and How would she smile What if I mistook her for a friend all the while So why is it so hard And why am I so prone To hurt myself and you With a hundred different faces I’m supposed to choose the one I miss those days How will you look and How will you act and What if I saw you but didn’t think to look back How would she talk, and How would she smile What if I mistook her for a friend all the while Am I out of line I know that God will bring you I pray for you all the time Ask God to guide my choices I know you’ll be the one I miss those days When I was content by myself Without some girl Without a care in the How will you look and How will you act and What if I saw you but didn’t think to look back How would she talk, and How would she smile What if I mistook her for a friend all the while Lord guide me as I walk Fill me as I breathe And learn to lean on you In a million situations I know you’ll be the one That I can trust And I’ll be content with myself Inside this world Sometimes I wonder How can I be As good as I can be When I’m not you Quite like I wanna be I can I deter My human nature And help another see That I am sure
10.
Vulnerability seems to cast some light Why do I fall even when I know what’s wrong from right Again I crucify my flesh If you didn’t love me lord You wouldn’t give me these tests Wanna close my eyes Wanna see your face Wanna serve you even though I don’t deserve your grace And you can sustain me Even when I’m wrong In me I’m weak In you I’m strong My own weakness simply clarifies By myself I’m prepared to fail My flesh will compromise I can’t stand to live like this Wanna walk in my real life And abandon old selfishness Wanna close my eyes Wanna see your face Wanna serve you even though I don’t deserve your grace You can sustain me Even when I’m wrong In me I’m weak In you I’m strong More, higher I’m afraid but I know God has something better anyway And I wish I could get a grasp on perfection And make a dent in my flesh That I just hate But once again The dent is in the ground With my face But not to be afraid His almighty hand has guided me Back to the race
11.
Am I the man that I want to be And what do you see when you look at me What must I do To be who you want me to be Lord take my life Into your hands I’ll always seek to understand But what can I do God I am only a man Pick your head up my child Your love will never end You’ll make your mark on this world Rest assured I have a plan Keep your hear inside my hand In time you’ll understand In time you’ll understand

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These songs were recorded in the late '90's / early 2000's, back when we were just kids living out a crazy dream. We were always independent - no label, no major support...just us playing shows, making friends in our scene and figuring it out on our own. We never recorded a formal album because we were so focused on getting our live set tight, and finding the next show. Every now and then, we were approached by people that wanted to help us get our music out - many of them finding their own way in music as well. These are the songs recorded by those people - the ones that were generous enough to give us free (or cheap) time in their home studios, garages, and living rooms. While not the most sonically refined expertly produced, they represent a special time. We hope you enjoy them for what they are.

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released June 8, 2021

Eric Epps - guitar
Sammy Holliday - guitar
Roger Willis - bass
Andrew Hiller - drums
Matt Aragon - vocals

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Namesake San Diego, California

Namesake is a melodic punk rock band that ruled Arizona’s west-side in the late ninety's - early 2000's. Reunited in 2018. Their new album, "The Twenty Year First Impression" is OUT NOW!

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